Monthly Archives: November 2006

I remember..times when Mr. Seger was nice to me. times I feel happy to be alive.crying from joy.being proud of myself.thinking Mom knew everything and everyone.when Tom Carper signed my cast.when Dad took me fishing and to the dump when I was a … Continue reading →

Yay Thanksgiving. MmmmYay I’m home until Sunday. Yay I love Martin. I only have 30 something days until I leave for good. So that’s really awesome. 10% of life is what happens to you, 90% is how you react to it. … Continue reading →

I’m not feeling too good today. I feel like I want to die really fast. I want to be gone from this dirty, smelly world with no apologies. This night has been bad and will only get more shitty. I … Continue reading →

I’m not feelin too horrorshow today. I feel as if I wanna snuff it quick like. Be rid of this ghrazney vonny world with no appy polly loggies. This nochy has been baddiwad and will only get more cally. I just need … Continue reading →

Happy Nine Months, Martin!!! February 18, 2006 – ForeverI love you Martin, more than anything. Always.My best friend, my love, my leibchen. I will be with you forever and always no matter what. I feel as if I’ve known you … Continue reading →

I sit there and watchYour urban decayListening and watchingWhat can I say?This twist in my stomachThis twitch in my eyeThis knife slices coldlyThrough my veins and my lies. Waiting and watchYou live each day,I listen to the acid Dipping from … Continue reading →

 Marla walked in my room shortly after that last entry. It was a look of fear and hope on my face. She was like “What?” and I, (thinking OMG HOW CAN I ESCAPE IF SHE HAS A KNIFE?!?!) said, “So … Continue reading →

i am going to go fucking insane. Marla ims me last night and is like ‘you’re talking shit about me, don’t talk to me ever again!’ so i get all upset cuz it’s obviously not true, i cry for like … Continue reading →

I get to see Martin around this time or earlier TOMORROW!! YAY!!! I can’t wait. Thanksgiving Break starts on Tuesday at 11 PM and ends on Sunday at 2 PM. So I’ll be home late Tuesday. =) I love Thanksgiving. … Continue reading →